Shallow-minded adult tricks, but I know there's a river in me
A creature is a creature, though I wish I were the wind. Instead - a student and delicate child of life with a blog.
Daughter and heiress of a shyness that is criminally vulgar. I exist on the best terms I can.
Practicing atheist. PBA (Paul Banks Anonymous). INTJ. A well-tailored person suit. Anglophile, possibly anglomaniac. Lover of words. Reader of books.
I suffered a strange musical accident when I was little.
I obsess over band members, song lyrics, and guitar lines.
I have a thing for detective sergeants.
Flogging one-legged turkeys from a three-wheeled van since 1993.
Out of my league, I have birds in my sleeves, and I want to rush in with the fools.
"Everyone is broken-hearted except for the drastically unimaginative."
- Paul Banks
Currently reading: I'm reading stuff. Things.
"Can we waste some more time just colliding in space?
No matter how high we set the bar…we win"
Cobwebs long since overrun
Nothing, like something, happens anywhere
You say to me set black fires
We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain
And I will look down and see my murmuring bones
I should have been a pair of ragged claws Scuttling across the floors of silent seas
Do you feel alone when I’m in my head While you wait for me to take my breath?
The blood jet is poetry, there is no stopping it
And after the commanded journey, what? Nothing magnificent, nothing unknown. A gazing out from far away, alone.
I'll do what I can to be a confident wreck
So little cause for carolings of such ecstatic sound was written on terrestrial things afar or nigh around
Apparently some ad got activated when I wanted to resume my Misfits stream and some random song started playing in the background and I didn’t realise it wasn’t a part of the scene until it got so loud I couldn’t hear what anybody was saying.
#in a really crazy way it fitted the scene what the hell?#I can't believe I watched the whole scene without realising the song wasn't a part of it whoa#I like randomly distracting myself#shows and stuff keep the sadness at bay for a while :D#personal#text post
#this made me laugh so much :D#it was so cute that he thought it was a talking dog and he was genuinely disappointed when it wasn't#Misfits#Rudy Wade#Joe Gilgun
#insanely good acting when there's two of them#I think I liked psycho Rudy the most#because of how well he acted in that ep#Joe Gilgun#Rudy Wade#Misfits
#hahaha no#I have enough shit going without my ridiculous crush on Gilgun being rekindled#I just keep watching episode after episode of Misfits when I was sure I won't touch that show ever again after Nathan and Simon left#look at his tattoos ugh#Joe Gilgun#Rudy Wade#Misfits#CRUSH
#every time they get reunited the shit that just happened is worse#but the Grimes boys are still so cool#The Walking Dead#TWD#Rick and Carl#Rick Grimes#Carl Grimes
#wow the notes#no one would be crazy enough to be interested in me#I'm starting to accept that#it's cool as long as I have music and books and tv shows and films and food and cats#love life#this
#same#I've organised a Misfits marathon for myself#I'm going to uni tomorrow for the first time in days but I want to stay up for as long as possible before that#watching Misfits#Joe Gilgun#Rudy Wade#Misfits
#yeah my read mores about the crazy antics of my family even annoy me#my dad doesn't know I'm so dead inside I haven't been to uni or got out of my room in 2 full days#and that I'm dropping some subjects because I can't handle the stress#but he won't let me drop out of school#first he said he would but now he won't hear of it#like he's probably waiting for me to finally attempt suicide to realise how bad the situation is idek#thus the fuck you attitude#about me#this#this got a bit out of control I think#tmi
#oooooh it's so bass driven and dark and sexy I like it#love the song and literary references#Arctic Monkeys#You're So Dark#music